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I think too much. In my head I imagine scenes in all the possible ways they could go down. It isn't healthy. I spend way too many minutes of the day analyzing..."What if it happens this way? And this way? And what if this? And then this? And then this?" Yes, this is what I do. I wish I didn't. It's wayyyyy toooooo time consuming and ridiculous. I want to go with the flow, dammit!
And no one makes this easy for me. They just go on with their activities...letting me sit by myself and imagine. And I can't even go out and do something else to distract myself. I have to sit there and analyze until it's all been run through in my head. I lose a lot of time that I could be spending with family, friends, or Jose because I'm sitting by myself thinking. I'm ridiculous.
And no one makes this easy for me. They just go on with their activities...letting me sit by myself and imagine. And I can't even go out and do something else to distract myself. I have to sit there and analyze until it's all been run through in my head. I lose a lot of time that I could be spending with family, friends, or Jose because I'm sitting by myself thinking. I'm ridiculous.