Where's my sunshine, damnit!
I'm not asking much...My want list is as follows (in a particular order):
Things I want NOW -
State Park job
My own place
Being able to support myself
A new city out of Iowa...I need out
Boyfriend...someone to lean on and love me and be my best friend
Big dog...the lovable hiking kind
New tatoo
Is that too much to ask? Nah. I'm just tired of all this. Yeah, Pioneer is fine. But not for forever, and I am hitting that rut where I'm not doing what I want and I'm not where I want to be at. Getting a job and moving would help all this. I'm applying. I'm being pro-active. I just want it now, not later. If I get a job in another state, all the rest of my list of wants will fall into place.
I went shopping with the folks on Saturday and got new mittens and a new (expensive!) purse. The mittens I am wearing...the purse has been hidden and will be wrapped for Christmas. I told my mom to do that...I felt guilty for her buying it when it was $150. For a purse? Whoa! But I love it and have wanted a really nice purse for awhile. It's dark green leather and oh so pretty. I'll let you know about it more at Christmas. *smile*
I've been addicted to cheddar cheese(blocks of the stuff) for a week now. I just gnaw and gnaw on it. I can't get enough. With every meal. Mmmm....cheddar.
Things I want NOW -
State Park job
My own place
Being able to support myself
A new city out of Iowa...I need out
Boyfriend...someone to lean on and love me and be my best friend
Big dog...the lovable hiking kind
New tatoo
Is that too much to ask? Nah. I'm just tired of all this. Yeah, Pioneer is fine. But not for forever, and I am hitting that rut where I'm not doing what I want and I'm not where I want to be at. Getting a job and moving would help all this. I'm applying. I'm being pro-active. I just want it now, not later. If I get a job in another state, all the rest of my list of wants will fall into place.
I went shopping with the folks on Saturday and got new mittens and a new (expensive!) purse. The mittens I am wearing...the purse has been hidden and will be wrapped for Christmas. I told my mom to do that...I felt guilty for her buying it when it was $150. For a purse? Whoa! But I love it and have wanted a really nice purse for awhile. It's dark green leather and oh so pretty. I'll let you know about it more at Christmas. *smile*
I've been addicted to cheddar cheese(blocks of the stuff) for a week now. I just gnaw and gnaw on it. I can't get enough. With every meal. Mmmm....cheddar.