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So Dan read my livejournal for the first time ever a couple days ago. He found out me and J have done stuff. He called me and was really hurt and upset. But I didn't know what to say. And I knew that would be the last straw for him. He always said it would be. And since then he has not called me. I really think we are done now. I've pissed him off and hurt him as much as I could. I don't really like thinking about...it's still painful and I don't like being hurt.
We leave for the Ozarks tomorrow and get back Thursday. Kickass! We are really gonna have fun. We bought $186 of groceries and alcohol. I am really excited. It should be a fun trip.
I went to Ames the other night to see Andrea one last time before she moves. I am really gonna miss her! It started sinking in that I won't see her much anymore and everyone is really out of Ames. Driving around Ames was really fun too, just all the memories. Who knew I'd get emotional over it, but that town has a lot of memories. And I guess I was looking back at it and a lot of those memories are with Dan and we aren't together anymore and are on such different paths. I think change is a bit scary.
The South Dakota job asked me back for an in-person interview. I beat out 12 people! I think my interviewing skills are really improved. I am starting to rock this shit. But I declined due to pay being too low. I wouldn't be able to afford it. I'm really hoping for an interview for this Limnologist position in Ankeny. Location is good. And water is my favorite! And macro invertebrates! Reminds me of wading with Jessa in fish class and catching crayfish. That was one of my favorite class fieldtrips. They should call me next week. Fingers crossed. Otherwise, when I get back from the Ozarks, I'm gonna hit up Pioneer for my lab job back for the time being.
We leave for the Ozarks tomorrow and get back Thursday. Kickass! We are really gonna have fun. We bought $186 of groceries and alcohol. I am really excited. It should be a fun trip.
I went to Ames the other night to see Andrea one last time before she moves. I am really gonna miss her! It started sinking in that I won't see her much anymore and everyone is really out of Ames. Driving around Ames was really fun too, just all the memories. Who knew I'd get emotional over it, but that town has a lot of memories. And I guess I was looking back at it and a lot of those memories are with Dan and we aren't together anymore and are on such different paths. I think change is a bit scary.
The South Dakota job asked me back for an in-person interview. I beat out 12 people! I think my interviewing skills are really improved. I am starting to rock this shit. But I declined due to pay being too low. I wouldn't be able to afford it. I'm really hoping for an interview for this Limnologist position in Ankeny. Location is good. And water is my favorite! And macro invertebrates! Reminds me of wading with Jessa in fish class and catching crayfish. That was one of my favorite class fieldtrips. They should call me next week. Fingers crossed. Otherwise, when I get back from the Ozarks, I'm gonna hit up Pioneer for my lab job back for the time being.