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Last night was a whole lotta foolish fun! I hung out with J, Matt, Nate, and Cara. Nate and Cara are dating. Matt is J's friend who J is moving in with in August. Anyways...I spent most of the evening at the bar with Matt playing darts. I beat him every game too! I rock at darts! J was there but he was busy playing pool. He is so obsessed with pool. It's kinda annoying.
We all ended up back at Matt's house and smoked herb until the wee hours of the morn. Nate and Cara left and it was just me, Matt, and J. J started making out with me, so Matt went upstairs for awhile. I went upstairs later to find Matt and he was making muffins. It was 3:30 in the morning. So I stayed upstairs to keep him company while they baked, and he leaned in and kissed me. We made out a bit...there was a lot of touching and kissing. I did feel a little guilty towards J for smooching his best dude...but it is not like he has asked me out. Me and J aren't dating for pete's sake! I was nervous he would come upstairs and see us and then be pissed off. I think Matt has more to offer me than J, but I am just so much more physically attracted to J. But Matt seems less shady and more genuine than J. I don't know.
I ended up sleeping on the couch with J all night. And we did do stuff and it was way way good! Better than ever! Then I left J this morning and went upstairs and had breakfast and read the newspaper with Matt before taking off for home.
It might be weird in August when I go visit J...and they live together and I have made out with both of them. I kinda like it though.
Dan still calls and texts me about 40 times a day to tell me he loves me and needs me and he made a mistake. Keep talking, Dan. I ain't coming back!
I'm gonna call Matt in a few days to hang out. And all next week, J is in Florida on a family vacation...maybe me and Matt could hang out then also.
I'm gonna go play Zoo Tycoon cuz I haven't in ages and I need to!
We all ended up back at Matt's house and smoked herb until the wee hours of the morn. Nate and Cara left and it was just me, Matt, and J. J started making out with me, so Matt went upstairs for awhile. I went upstairs later to find Matt and he was making muffins. It was 3:30 in the morning. So I stayed upstairs to keep him company while they baked, and he leaned in and kissed me. We made out a bit...there was a lot of touching and kissing. I did feel a little guilty towards J for smooching his best dude...but it is not like he has asked me out. Me and J aren't dating for pete's sake! I was nervous he would come upstairs and see us and then be pissed off. I think Matt has more to offer me than J, but I am just so much more physically attracted to J. But Matt seems less shady and more genuine than J. I don't know.
I ended up sleeping on the couch with J all night. And we did do stuff and it was way way good! Better than ever! Then I left J this morning and went upstairs and had breakfast and read the newspaper with Matt before taking off for home.
It might be weird in August when I go visit J...and they live together and I have made out with both of them. I kinda like it though.
Dan still calls and texts me about 40 times a day to tell me he loves me and needs me and he made a mistake. Keep talking, Dan. I ain't coming back!
I'm gonna call Matt in a few days to hang out. And all next week, J is in Florida on a family vacation...maybe me and Matt could hang out then also.
I'm gonna go play Zoo Tycoon cuz I haven't in ages and I need to!