closer pleas from a distant heart

[preciousdemise]

slumbering words
divide this blooming
paranoia
i cant take
i cant need
behind this mask
behind this deed
i breathe for this day
the lovely words
that consumes my hours
in the midst of happiness
dwells this vengeance
for the tears i shed
the crippling disasters
the pealing darkness
beckons and beckons
for me to step closer
towards the misery
towards the hate
in my prayers exists
your name
the blessed thoughts
emerge
the love i have
is pure
the words i speak
are true
with your voice i feel
guided
with your heart i feel
loved
over and over
never to feel neglected
never to feel abandoned
my hands clammer
my eyes shut
my heart gives in
because your love gives
and gives
with your grace
diminished are these
darkened attributes