needle and thread

[preciousdemise]

im all alone..
with my thoughts and reflections
sigh*
diego,sqwaldo,(the new but still oldish) larry
scott, and jose..blah blah heh
but yeah had some awesome grub..
(grilled to perfection i say)
needless to say my day was turning for the good
pulling off some wacky stuff afterwards (hush-hush)
got my paintball gun back from javier
missing christina...
hmmm im worried for waldo because of his stomach pains
IM MISSING MY LITTLE JELLY BEAN (aka my lil sister ashley)
the famila should be back on monday morning
im probly going to spend sometime with my cousin daniel
today after work
no body had the time to hang with me today
so i rented a couple of flicks
"spun" (a movie about tweakers i think it should be renamed
the youth of san fernando)
and "drunk punch love" (which i really liked and thought man
if there ever was a movie about me this would be the closet)
i enjoyed both movies
i guess ill go clean up my home for the folks

poem of the day
" no ever knew or saw this
this translation of love
embedded is this scripture of hope
never to demean or despise
the lonely man conjures songs
of remorse and rejection
playing the night like the day
had no identity
worshiping the pictures he sees
demanding clarity
his eyes are wide with the thoughts
of her embrace
losing the sleep he cares not for
leaving yesterday never thinking about
tommorrow but slowly walking in today
for he knew there was no promise for
him in the days of tomorrow"

p.s i love you all...