May 11, 2004 13:42
the fear in confining in someone is quite hard these days....
my words have in the past been misunderstood and used for purposes yet left to be questioned..
its true ive had been in a whirl of emotions
stemming from admiration to guilt to futher admiration
all this confusion leads me to today were im almost done
with gabby's painting which in fact has furthered me in my procession with my coating and layering....i really do think that alot of my emotions has brought me to a more graphic interpretion of life...and as well as the way i present my colors in my paintings..
im totally becoming more honest with my self now a days
as a saying that was said before.."life isnt worth regretting"
and its so true i really dont regret a single thing...
to the occurrences that occurred i feel quite happy that things ended up the way they did because i did at one point had a dream that ended that way...but i dont think "baby got back" played (hehe)...
confessionals are great...but sometimes they can be a stepback from reality..
im really anxious to see gabby and her reaction when she see's her paintings