yup im miserable

[preciousdemise]

well sarah's b-day is coming up...
im still undecided on what to get her..
i gotta realize that a lot of things
are taking there toll on me i feel like
im cheating people out of the truth
sometimes but im just hanging on by a
thread...
its really hard...
and im finding to talk to people really hard
work kills me because it does
people sometimes kill me because i feel
like a nobody to them...
eh but who cares im some whinny twenty one year old
.......i can only assume the worse for myself
and the best for others but you know what im afraid
its going to be like that...probly till my last breath
im needy kill me already
anthropology is no joke kids
if you ever take it beware you will be
stuck with these's ????????
adios