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Whew the heat was exhausting today. My kids and I took a 3 hour nap. How nice is that! :)
My daughter came up to me and showed me a picture of Jeremy. She asked me who he was. I told her who he was. I could tell in her face expression, why haven't I met this guy? I explained to her that he had died and gone to heaven when she was just a baby. I realized how much I missed him even though I look at the picture on my wall of him and I every day. When we had the pictures taken that day, it was ironic how the lady did one of the poses when she had no idea that Jeremy was dying. She had Jeremy stand behind me while I sat on a stool. The lady told us to look sideways and look up. She had Jeremy put his hand on my left shoulder. She put on a black background and the lighting was just on our faces. We were in awe when we got the pictures back and Jeremy told me "Always remember this, when I die, I will always be watching over you just like this picture." A day before he died, he told me he would watch over Fayth and any other children I might have.
When I had Dominic, I was wearing this shirt that had two guardian angels and has the words that said "Guardian Angels" on it. After all the commotion of Dom's birth and finally arrived to the hospital. I remember at one incident I was laying in bed on my left side with Dom in my arms close to my chest trying to get some sleep after the shock wore off alittle bit. It was about 5 in the morning. After a few minutes of laying there, I felt someone sat on my bed. I looked over my shoulder to find out who it was. Noone was there. I thought it was my imagination. Maybe 10 minutes later I felt someone had gotten off the bed. I again looked over my shoulder and saw noone there. I suddenly realized it was Jeremy who was sitting on my bed the whole time. I smiled. I tried to get some sleep but the image of Jeremy was just here made me feel happy because he was there with me when I was having Dominic. He was letting me know he is still keeping his promise.
I'm happy that Jeremy and Fayth got to meet each other while he was still alive. What makes me sad is.. Fayth won't remember him. I'm sad because Jeremy did not have the chance to meet Dominic and Mikayla. Even though I know Jeremy is around Mikayla a lot. I notice Mikayla will stare into space then suddenly smile so big and laugh. It could be either Jeremy or my favorite auntie or my grandfather who's making my daughter happy. I wish I knew which one....
My daughter came up to me and showed me a picture of Jeremy. She asked me who he was. I told her who he was. I could tell in her face expression, why haven't I met this guy? I explained to her that he had died and gone to heaven when she was just a baby. I realized how much I missed him even though I look at the picture on my wall of him and I every day. When we had the pictures taken that day, it was ironic how the lady did one of the poses when she had no idea that Jeremy was dying. She had Jeremy stand behind me while I sat on a stool. The lady told us to look sideways and look up. She had Jeremy put his hand on my left shoulder. She put on a black background and the lighting was just on our faces. We were in awe when we got the pictures back and Jeremy told me "Always remember this, when I die, I will always be watching over you just like this picture." A day before he died, he told me he would watch over Fayth and any other children I might have.
When I had Dominic, I was wearing this shirt that had two guardian angels and has the words that said "Guardian Angels" on it. After all the commotion of Dom's birth and finally arrived to the hospital. I remember at one incident I was laying in bed on my left side with Dom in my arms close to my chest trying to get some sleep after the shock wore off alittle bit. It was about 5 in the morning. After a few minutes of laying there, I felt someone sat on my bed. I looked over my shoulder to find out who it was. Noone was there. I thought it was my imagination. Maybe 10 minutes later I felt someone had gotten off the bed. I again looked over my shoulder and saw noone there. I suddenly realized it was Jeremy who was sitting on my bed the whole time. I smiled. I tried to get some sleep but the image of Jeremy was just here made me feel happy because he was there with me when I was having Dominic. He was letting me know he is still keeping his promise.
I'm happy that Jeremy and Fayth got to meet each other while he was still alive. What makes me sad is.. Fayth won't remember him. I'm sad because Jeremy did not have the chance to meet Dominic and Mikayla. Even though I know Jeremy is around Mikayla a lot. I notice Mikayla will stare into space then suddenly smile so big and laugh. It could be either Jeremy or my favorite auntie or my grandfather who's making my daughter happy. I wish I knew which one....