inspiration:
"I remember you. You were my best friend, my confident, and my companion for life. I remember standing at your grave, holding a single rose in my hand, crying for you, hoping you'd walk up behind me and we'd walk off into the horizon laughing. That day I stopped feeling; I stopped dreaming, i stopped hoping. I remember the weather that mid October day. The cold chill seemed to bounce about the earth, the clouds cried, and all the world seemed black.
I always thought you were better then I was, I always thought you could take life, I always thought you had everything going for you. I remember our meaningless fights, ceaseless conversations, and endless dreams. When you left, you robbed me of spirit, tracked in pain, and brought me tears.
I must have failed you, but I can't fogive you. I love you, I hate you, and I miss you. This black hole of allusion I am in - I need to get out of - I need to let go of your memory, I need to go away. I remember you, my suicide friend."
I always thought you were better then I was, I always thought you could take life, I always thought you had everything going for you. I remember our meaningless fights, ceaseless conversations, and endless dreams. When you left, you robbed me of spirit, tracked in pain, and brought me tears.
I must have failed you, but I can't fogive you. I love you, I hate you, and I miss you. This black hole of allusion I am in - I need to get out of - I need to let go of your memory, I need to go away. I remember you, my suicide friend."