Oct 03, 2006 23:41
Mixing up what I should be doing and who I should be with. Feeling like that a lot. Not being in the right place at the right time. I left something important at home. Someone else should be here. I'm anxiously waiting. Losing a wallet. I can't tell who is in front of me and who is behind me. Buyer's Remorse. Caged animals. Nicotine addicts minus the cigarettes. The Tuna that isn't dolphin safe. Subliminal messages to kill my mom. Planets. Pluto is a planet. Why make my bed? His attributes are highlighted. She's trying but smells like a tampon. Touched 6 hands in the process of exchanging change. Holding hands has more meaning than sex. Take note. Couples will stop kissing long before they stop having sex. Safe to say the little things count.
It's getting easier. If we knew each other we'd have a strong connection. Butterflies? A couple of kindred Spirits? You can just tell. Twice in two days. Change, $75.75. 11:11, almost time for work. 4:44, late to get mom. Average meal at Noodles, $8.89, change is always $1.11. Sunday I woke up at 10:10. 2:22. 12:12. 5:55. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. Over. The End. Streelights go out when I stop by them. I have too much electricity. Maybe one day I'll spontaneously combust. "Burned from the knees up, she left one hand behind!" Unexplainable. It's a miracle. Proof. Proof of the supernatural. Thank you Jesus! Our good Lord. But wait. Excuses. Uhh. Err. Science says trust science. So I do. Do I? He's got blue eyes. I can't even look into this one's eyes. The answer to world peace, childlike optimism. Pitfall, doubt. It all started with-The movie would have been better if I had seen it with him. I would have laughed more. Snickered and felt really stupid for it. There's a fungus among us. That's where it grows. The bottom of the crevice. Everything that fell through the hole during the day grows and then shits all over me when I sleep. NIGHTMARE! TERROR! Wow.
Odd that my real name is Elsie. What's more odd is how often I forget my name.