Oct 16, 2004 22:14
Yup today is sweetest day fareal.......... Thats fuk'd up cuz i got no sweety!! But it dont help when my ex boyfriend( in love with me but dont act like it)dont know who the hell he wants. Basically my nigga has turned into a hoe.Did it to everybody...yall think im exaggeratin but im dead serious.He really has. And when i walk down the hallway and these femalez give me dirty ass looks and shit......and i know they thinkin " bet she dont know i fuk's her dude". Iz femalez serious today? I know everything that that nigga does(not stalker type stuff my gurlz tell me everything).Yall would prolly think im stupid s hell to fa real...What would u do if yo dude cheated on u 3 times would u go back out with him..........yea thas me im one of them stupid beezys out there who cant seem to let go to her first everything. Oh my so im here to get challz help on everything. Like what should I do........ I know i gotta let this nigga go. Everybody tells me that...Iono tho. GUess the only thing thats holdin me to him is the LOVE i have for him. Basically i cant even try and talk to no other dude becuz they know him and think we go out like yesterday in the mall nigga omes up to me and was like "what up cutie" and u know me im talkin to him all cute or whatever and he like whats yo name and i told him Shay and he was like shay u go wit a dude named Darell dont u and im like use to he like cant mess wit chu ma u darells property? What the fuk....... naw im nobodys property........ and i know they aint scared of him cuz i could woop his ass........ but everbody seems to be his nigga.......... yall help me out iight im gettin pissed already thinkin about it........