Pastimes
I haven't written here in a while. Not that anyone noticed. But still.
Things are fine. What a great word, fine. Not "good" but not "ok". Ok means bad and good means fine but fine... fine is a mystery. It could be good or bad. You don't know. hehe.
I am confused about what i want (in a general non depressing just life in general kinda way). And it is hard to take a lot of action if you don't know what you are looking for. you know what i mean? I don't think it is that big of deal to figuring out what i want... but everyone wants me to take a lot of action and i cannot do that until i find out what i want... quite an interesting twist in the story. Like a circle. And i am just too lazy to try and determine what i do want. I would rather just sleep.
In fact, i would like to be sleeping right now! haha. oh how i love sleeping. With my 6 glorious pillows and fluffy pretty comforter. My room that is all mine and i can lock everyone out if i choose. Ah, sleeping. it is my favorite past time i believe. If i could quit school and work and everything and just have a meaningful life by sleeping, i would! In boys hanes t-shirts and comphy sweat pants. I have strange dreams sometimes but that sleep where you don't dream, you just sleep. Pure and Simple. I am thinking about it and seriously considering skipping class to go do this! How ridiculous. I have a life i need to live outside of my 54" wide x 75" long space of joy and relief! But...
alright, can't talk about that anymore or i just might go home to sleep. AHHHH, its all for crap now. I can't stop thinking about it.
Things are fine. What a great word, fine. Not "good" but not "ok". Ok means bad and good means fine but fine... fine is a mystery. It could be good or bad. You don't know. hehe.
I am confused about what i want (in a general non depressing just life in general kinda way). And it is hard to take a lot of action if you don't know what you are looking for. you know what i mean? I don't think it is that big of deal to figuring out what i want... but everyone wants me to take a lot of action and i cannot do that until i find out what i want... quite an interesting twist in the story. Like a circle. And i am just too lazy to try and determine what i do want. I would rather just sleep.
In fact, i would like to be sleeping right now! haha. oh how i love sleeping. With my 6 glorious pillows and fluffy pretty comforter. My room that is all mine and i can lock everyone out if i choose. Ah, sleeping. it is my favorite past time i believe. If i could quit school and work and everything and just have a meaningful life by sleeping, i would! In boys hanes t-shirts and comphy sweat pants. I have strange dreams sometimes but that sleep where you don't dream, you just sleep. Pure and Simple. I am thinking about it and seriously considering skipping class to go do this! How ridiculous. I have a life i need to live outside of my 54" wide x 75" long space of joy and relief! But...
alright, can't talk about that anymore or i just might go home to sleep. AHHHH, its all for crap now. I can't stop thinking about it.