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Today is Anna's birthday. I love you! Happy 18th dude!
Sadly, Vanessa Pizzano past away last night. She wasn't a close friend, and I haven't seen her in a long time, but at the same time she wasn't just another name either. I always liked her and thought she was a really sweet girl, and I remember clearly the nights that I spent with her. I remember Atlantis, dancing with her, how she thought her legs were shiny cuz she went tanning that day, her white air forces, sleeping on a bed with her and Stef at the hotel, her eyeliner, her hair, and so much about her. It was so sudden, and she didn't deserve this, and it really makes you think.
Getting a phone call from one of my best friends about it first thing this morning, and calling my other best friend right away was what really got me. Right after the initial shock all I could think of were the people I have been closest to...Alessia, Stef, Paul, it could have been anybody. Anybody. Not because of sickness, or age, but just because and that is really upsetting. I couldn't stop thinking about it all day. What if I could never kiss my boyfriend again? Or never call Stef again? Or never walk to Alessia's and see her again? Or, worst of all, what if something happened to Tanya and I never even got to talk to her again and know what happened to our friendship before she was gone?
What a wake up call. Don't worry about things people say, or little fights, those aren't the things you think about when bad things happen. You think about people you love and care about and all the good things about that person that you would miss.
R.I.P. Vanessa
Sadly, Vanessa Pizzano past away last night. She wasn't a close friend, and I haven't seen her in a long time, but at the same time she wasn't just another name either. I always liked her and thought she was a really sweet girl, and I remember clearly the nights that I spent with her. I remember Atlantis, dancing with her, how she thought her legs were shiny cuz she went tanning that day, her white air forces, sleeping on a bed with her and Stef at the hotel, her eyeliner, her hair, and so much about her. It was so sudden, and she didn't deserve this, and it really makes you think.
Getting a phone call from one of my best friends about it first thing this morning, and calling my other best friend right away was what really got me. Right after the initial shock all I could think of were the people I have been closest to...Alessia, Stef, Paul, it could have been anybody. Anybody. Not because of sickness, or age, but just because and that is really upsetting. I couldn't stop thinking about it all day. What if I could never kiss my boyfriend again? Or never call Stef again? Or never walk to Alessia's and see her again? Or, worst of all, what if something happened to Tanya and I never even got to talk to her again and know what happened to our friendship before she was gone?
What a wake up call. Don't worry about things people say, or little fights, those aren't the things you think about when bad things happen. You think about people you love and care about and all the good things about that person that you would miss.
R.I.P. Vanessa