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I feel like I'm always saying this, but time goes by way too fucking fast, so fast that it scares me. This semester is about to finish. I hope I pass all of my classes. If I do, then I'll be graduating next semester and start attending a university in the fall. I'm not too sure about what I'm studying and what I wanna be, but I'm just gonna keep going until I figure something out.
Right now I'm jobless. I tested the waters with bartending and as it turns out, the restaurant business/service industry, whatever, is NOT FOR ME. My brokeness has to remain that way until this semester's over. I picked all of my summer classes after 5:30 p.m. so that I can get a full-time job by next month. My source of income right now is my Dad. That being said, I HAVE TO do good this semester so that I don't feel like I've let him down. I'm not asking him for money for my own leisure or anything.. All the money I ask for is for bills that I have to pay. But w/e, I still have to make him proud!
Not having a job or a boyfriend makes the weekdays super long and SUPER BORING. I've been entertaining myself for the past few weeks by reading the last 3 installments of Harry Potter. Today I finished the 7th and last book and now I don't know what to do with myself lol. They were all amazing books and I would recommend them to anyone who knows how to read.
Ok, boys: I was talking to this guy named Enrique (sucky ass name) for a couple of weeks. I knew that I didn't like him from the get go, but decided that in my desperate situation I should give him a shot because he did have a couple of things going for him. We went on a good amount of dates, but as they wore on, so did my realization that he hadn't made me laugh once. All I ever did was courtesy laugh... not cool lol. I hate that I can't find someone I'm interested in. It's fucking frustrating. Maybe I'm being too picky and the guy I'm looking for doesn't exist, but I refuse to settle for mediocre... BLAHHH
So, for now I have to focus on school, and soon enough.. a job. & see where things go from there.
Right now I'm jobless. I tested the waters with bartending and as it turns out, the restaurant business/service industry, whatever, is NOT FOR ME. My brokeness has to remain that way until this semester's over. I picked all of my summer classes after 5:30 p.m. so that I can get a full-time job by next month. My source of income right now is my Dad. That being said, I HAVE TO do good this semester so that I don't feel like I've let him down. I'm not asking him for money for my own leisure or anything.. All the money I ask for is for bills that I have to pay. But w/e, I still have to make him proud!
Not having a job or a boyfriend makes the weekdays super long and SUPER BORING. I've been entertaining myself for the past few weeks by reading the last 3 installments of Harry Potter. Today I finished the 7th and last book and now I don't know what to do with myself lol. They were all amazing books and I would recommend them to anyone who knows how to read.
Ok, boys: I was talking to this guy named Enrique (sucky ass name) for a couple of weeks. I knew that I didn't like him from the get go, but decided that in my desperate situation I should give him a shot because he did have a couple of things going for him. We went on a good amount of dates, but as they wore on, so did my realization that he hadn't made me laugh once. All I ever did was courtesy laugh... not cool lol. I hate that I can't find someone I'm interested in. It's fucking frustrating. Maybe I'm being too picky and the guy I'm looking for doesn't exist, but I refuse to settle for mediocre... BLAHHH
So, for now I have to focus on school, and soon enough.. a job. & see where things go from there.