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Him asking me if there is a dinner plan. At 7:10pm.
And that’s ok. But no there is not a dinner plan tonight because I just spent all afternoon finalizing the 2024 document for our agency focus to put on the governor’s desk tomorrow morning and then I logged off and talked to my middle kiddo for an hour over rum shots (mine) because she needed parenting. And I’m waiting on the smallest tallest to get home.
I’m tired. I feel ill equipped for and yet so decidedly honed in on my career. I want to make changes in the world, through documents and pushing the needle, through art and design and communication, through dinner tables, food, living with other beings, through fighting, loving, giving up, and trying again.