What a Day!

[pre_s_squared]

So...yesterday I went to Six-Flags and should have had a blast, but ended up feeling miserable because my eyes hurt so bad. I woke up today feeling much better, but my eyes aren't doing as well. So I got up anyway and got ready slowly...I had plenty of time. My cat's appointment was at 10am so I was doing well. Went to put the cat in his new carrier...he wouldn't go in. BUT, I still got to the Vet's in plenty of time with Mittens inside the carrier. An hour and a half and $250 later, Mittens would not look at me and I was assured that my cat is doing well for his age and that he is officially getting senior. Yes, in human years he would be older than my mom! 45! So my cat is old, though he doesn't act it. On with my day, got home, putzed around the house doing errands and packing things up to be taken to Good Will. I get a call from good old DialAmerica, "I'm sorry Sam, but the manager blah blah blah, says we can't rehire you because you goofed up seriously LAST JANUARY! blah blah blah I'm sorry...blah blah blah." Anyways, so my plans were screwed. Now where was I going to get a job. Better start searching soon...there are lots of bills to pay...oh yea, and that loan that I was going to get switched into my name...better leave that one alone.

So I start searching...DawgTrak is a wonderful place. I found a few jobs that may be possible. God truly keeps that promise about doors. So I start trusting. Trusting that one of these doors is the one that God wants me to go through. We'll see. The verdict is still out on that one. I have even heard back form one of them already. Just keep trusting that is what I've got to do. Because right now...there is nothing left for me to do besides fill out more applications...which only gives God more to work with so I say...Why not?

I am in a very cynical mood right now...I probably should just go sleep and attempt to dream good dreams instead of the nightmares I've had the last 2 nights.

I miss him...lots.