The real entry now...
So I should be studying more for my 2 tests tomorrow, but I feel like I have done nothing but study all weekend...
I can't wait for next weekend....which probably means that this week is goig to take forever, but that is ok.
Recently I have been faced with a lot of reality when it comes to the shortness of life. It has been kind of hard to swallow and yet, I can't help but feel like somehow I should be sadder than I actually am. My emotions have been all out of whack and that is kind of scary.
On a better note, I don't have to work anymore!! Well, not anymore, just not until June, which is kind of cool in and of itself. My really good friends whom I could never replace threw me a cool surprise party to celebrate this ending and I was overwhelmed that they thought to do that. It was fun with brownie sundaes and "Dial M for murder" an Alfred Hitchcock film. *sorry for the improper grammar I don't know how to italicize stuff or underline it in this thing* (if you caught the joke in the movie, congratulations for knowing me well).
We had a roommate meeting today and it was...good. I think that we will all get along well and it will be good times next year. I am excited about everything, the moving, the getting new roommates, the getting my own room and figuring out how to use the space, the decorating, and all the little details that will need to be figured out. Coolness, just coolness.
My focus this week. To avoid focusing on myself....just being aware of the people around me and their lives and trying to help as best I can. I feel like I have been too focused on the me and I need to get away from that...see all those I's in that paragraph?
AHH...
Thanks for being my friends guys. I really am blessed.
I can't wait for next weekend....which probably means that this week is goig to take forever, but that is ok.
Recently I have been faced with a lot of reality when it comes to the shortness of life. It has been kind of hard to swallow and yet, I can't help but feel like somehow I should be sadder than I actually am. My emotions have been all out of whack and that is kind of scary.
On a better note, I don't have to work anymore!! Well, not anymore, just not until June, which is kind of cool in and of itself. My really good friends whom I could never replace threw me a cool surprise party to celebrate this ending and I was overwhelmed that they thought to do that. It was fun with brownie sundaes and "Dial M for murder" an Alfred Hitchcock film. *sorry for the improper grammar I don't know how to italicize stuff or underline it in this thing* (if you caught the joke in the movie, congratulations for knowing me well).
We had a roommate meeting today and it was...good. I think that we will all get along well and it will be good times next year. I am excited about everything, the moving, the getting new roommates, the getting my own room and figuring out how to use the space, the decorating, and all the little details that will need to be figured out. Coolness, just coolness.
My focus this week. To avoid focusing on myself....just being aware of the people around me and their lives and trying to help as best I can. I feel like I have been too focused on the me and I need to get away from that...see all those I's in that paragraph?
AHH...
Thanks for being my friends guys. I really am blessed.