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So today has been interesting. I have started a new study that I already know is going to make me better. It is forcing me to look at things in a new perspective AND it is forcing me to dig deep and really be who I was made to be. Which may be different than who I am, or maybe not...we'll see in 39 days.
I am having conflicting emotions about my future of a year ahead of me. I so want the year to be over so that I can just be with Chris and be everything that I can for him, but I have so much to do in between. And those things in between are not just living, they are traveling and working and planning and more traveling. I just hope that in the long run I can really just enjoy my life. Right now it just seems tiresome and arduous.
I am having conflicting emotions about my future of a year ahead of me. I so want the year to be over so that I can just be with Chris and be everything that I can for him, but I have so much to do in between. And those things in between are not just living, they are traveling and working and planning and more traveling. I just hope that in the long run I can really just enjoy my life. Right now it just seems tiresome and arduous.