I realized I've been listening to gloomy, suicidal music all year long. Bon Iver, Jose Gonzales, Mount Eerie, Love Spirals Downwards, Dakota Suite.. I miss the drums, the low, thud-thumping bass, the guitar solos, good old 90s rock! I miss Smashing Pumpkins, Better Than Ezra, Stone Temple Pilots, Third Eye Blind, and all that.