if I fall
Is this it? Have I reached the point where I can tolerate most anything? I don't want to admit that it is. I just need to reassure myself that it's okay if it's not. In this case, denial is good. I'll want to deny. I'll want to try my best to deny. Because all of this just seems so.. official. Confirmed. And from what I know I'm too proud to be.. confirmed.
Falling is a traumatic experience.