its been awhile
Well it has been awhile since i have wrote in here and i thought that maybe i should write something...
Well i am finally out of high school! graduation was last night and then we had the senior all night party, and there are some people that im going to miss and there are some i could care less about.
Prom was alot better than last year even though i had some problems before and during but it was fun actually dancing this year and not sitting there...
Softball ended today pulled an all nighter and then played 2 games i've never had to do that and i actually played hard i think...
It's weird how the people you have depended on in the past can up and leave and then you find out that they have been right there for awhile but dont give a shit and you were just needed at the time and depended on for that short time...But i wish him the best of luck and i hope he turns around and his family is safe
I went for awhile thinking i was over it and in all realities im not and because im not a certain person it sucks...i want to be the one that can be there for you but you dont let anyone in i might not be the girl you want but maybe its time to move on and maybe you might find someone better that will make you happy...i sit here thinking of all the stupid shit that i did and i regret alot of it since none of it would have happened if i just said it in the beginning...I really do regret alot of the things i have done and i thought that i would never regret anything because it happened you just need to learn from it and not make the same mistakes but sometimes i feel like i do this because its not a mistake its meant to happen...i want to get your attention again i miss it i hate that you ignore me now
I dunno i guess this was kinda pointless i just was sitting here thinking and wanted to type....my life is changing right before my eyes its gonna be rough but i'll have to survive and just live life since you only get one...
Congrats to all the Seniors once again, i am going to miss you all its been fun
peace out
Well i am finally out of high school! graduation was last night and then we had the senior all night party, and there are some people that im going to miss and there are some i could care less about.
Prom was alot better than last year even though i had some problems before and during but it was fun actually dancing this year and not sitting there...
Softball ended today pulled an all nighter and then played 2 games i've never had to do that and i actually played hard i think...
It's weird how the people you have depended on in the past can up and leave and then you find out that they have been right there for awhile but dont give a shit and you were just needed at the time and depended on for that short time...But i wish him the best of luck and i hope he turns around and his family is safe
I went for awhile thinking i was over it and in all realities im not and because im not a certain person it sucks...i want to be the one that can be there for you but you dont let anyone in i might not be the girl you want but maybe its time to move on and maybe you might find someone better that will make you happy...i sit here thinking of all the stupid shit that i did and i regret alot of it since none of it would have happened if i just said it in the beginning...I really do regret alot of the things i have done and i thought that i would never regret anything because it happened you just need to learn from it and not make the same mistakes but sometimes i feel like i do this because its not a mistake its meant to happen...i want to get your attention again i miss it i hate that you ignore me now
I dunno i guess this was kinda pointless i just was sitting here thinking and wanted to type....my life is changing right before my eyes its gonna be rough but i'll have to survive and just live life since you only get one...
Congrats to all the Seniors once again, i am going to miss you all its been fun
peace out