i was lookin back at some old writings
well i was looking back at one of the things i wrote awhile ago and it made me think i feel this way again but maybe i should really do this.....
"I went for awhile thinking i was over it and in all realities im not and because im not a certain person it sucks...i want to be the one that can be there for you but you dont let anyone in i might not be the girl you want but maybe its time to move on and maybe you might find someone better that will make you happy...i sit here thinking of all the stupid shit that i did and i regret alot of it since none of it would have happened if i just said it in the beginning...I really do regret alot of the things i have done and i thought that i would never regret anything because it happened you just need to learn from it and not make the same mistakes but sometimes i feel like i do this because its not a mistake its meant to happen...i want to get your attention again i miss it i hate that you ignore me now"
well thats it just getting ready....
i need one reason to stay here....i need someone to stop me from going...i feel like i need to go so i can move on and plus sunshine all the time would be nice....i just wanna hear those words please!
well im out
"I went for awhile thinking i was over it and in all realities im not and because im not a certain person it sucks...i want to be the one that can be there for you but you dont let anyone in i might not be the girl you want but maybe its time to move on and maybe you might find someone better that will make you happy...i sit here thinking of all the stupid shit that i did and i regret alot of it since none of it would have happened if i just said it in the beginning...I really do regret alot of the things i have done and i thought that i would never regret anything because it happened you just need to learn from it and not make the same mistakes but sometimes i feel like i do this because its not a mistake its meant to happen...i want to get your attention again i miss it i hate that you ignore me now"
well thats it just getting ready....
i need one reason to stay here....i need someone to stop me from going...i feel like i need to go so i can move on and plus sunshine all the time would be nice....i just wanna hear those words please!
well im out