Death cab for cutie
I think of you now
Somehow
The years have drifted by
Not without pain
Suffering
I wonder
Sometimes if
It’s my middle name
But anyways
I think of you now
Beautiful girl
Oh how
I hurt you so
And I’m angry at the world
For the way
For the games
The broken boy I was
The shame
I carry now
Still
10plus years
I bow my head
I whisper your name
A burning flame
Rises in my chest
Tears escape
My eyes...
It’s true
I still cry
For all the times
All the times
Love was never enough (in this life)
I ask for your freedom
Oh my love
May you love yourself
For the way you are just perfect
A shining star in the night
You were always right
And I just a drunk
Running from my truth
The responsibility just too much
If you knew the gifts I’ve been blessed
The power
The passion
That beats in this chest
Love so raw
So honest
But honestly I was just one hot mess
Hot for you
But blue none the less
Lost to a dream
I hadn’t dreamt yet
You were an angel
Oh you were the sweetest (peaches)
Yet you had a sharp wit
One I loved to play with
Your skin warm
Freckles on every bit
The small of your back
The poetry I couldn’t resist
Always my truth
Howyouswayedyourhips
Always love for you
Always love for you
My words became lies as I tried to hide
My truth
The hardest lessons
I still carry you
In that I wish you the best
I wish you the world
Oh how I bless
Your heart
May you be all you ever dreamed
I may never really accept that it’s not with me
I wonder if you’ll ever see this
Will you know that I speak of you?
Many blessings to your heart and soul
May you be free from suffering caused by me
You echo in eternity in my reality
Know that I am truly one with love now
To the best of my ability
Selfless
Proud
Vulnerable in my honesty
In honour of the innocence I never had
In honour of all the good in my heart that came out bad
The confusion, deceit and lies
I offer my acceptance, forgiveness, my life
To be good and true
Help the world heal
So no one needs to feel what I did to you
And I bet you’d say I’m overreacting
Giving myself more importance than due
but I know the truth
There is only one first
So thank you
Somehow
The years have drifted by
Not without pain
Suffering
I wonder
Sometimes if
It’s my middle name
But anyways
I think of you now
Beautiful girl
Oh how
I hurt you so
And I’m angry at the world
For the way
For the games
The broken boy I was
The shame
I carry now
Still
10plus years
I bow my head
I whisper your name
A burning flame
Rises in my chest
Tears escape
My eyes...
It’s true
I still cry
For all the times
All the times
Love was never enough (in this life)
I ask for your freedom
Oh my love
May you love yourself
For the way you are just perfect
A shining star in the night
You were always right
And I just a drunk
Running from my truth
The responsibility just too much
If you knew the gifts I’ve been blessed
The power
The passion
That beats in this chest
Love so raw
So honest
But honestly I was just one hot mess
Hot for you
But blue none the less
Lost to a dream
I hadn’t dreamt yet
You were an angel
Oh you were the sweetest (peaches)
Yet you had a sharp wit
One I loved to play with
Your skin warm
Freckles on every bit
The small of your back
The poetry I couldn’t resist
Always my truth
Howyouswayedyourhips
Always love for you
Always love for you
My words became lies as I tried to hide
My truth
The hardest lessons
I still carry you
In that I wish you the best
I wish you the world
Oh how I bless
Your heart
May you be all you ever dreamed
I may never really accept that it’s not with me
I wonder if you’ll ever see this
Will you know that I speak of you?
Many blessings to your heart and soul
May you be free from suffering caused by me
You echo in eternity in my reality
Know that I am truly one with love now
To the best of my ability
Selfless
Proud
Vulnerable in my honesty
In honour of the innocence I never had
In honour of all the good in my heart that came out bad
The confusion, deceit and lies
I offer my acceptance, forgiveness, my life
To be good and true
Help the world heal
So no one needs to feel what I did to you
And I bet you’d say I’m overreacting
Giving myself more importance than due
but I know the truth
There is only one first
So thank you