casting call && going to the mall

[pre__madonna]

i wish
i wish
i wish i didn't love him.
still.
i wish i was beautiful like a movie star
and had a glowing charm that shined even through an AIM screen.
so it would be soo hard to get over me.
or i wish i could forget him.
pretend i didn't care.
i need acting lessons so when i see him i can act,act so well
he won't know. won't know he hurts me. that love hurts me.
love hurts.

..... ..

....

..I fall to pieces,
Each time I see you again.
I fall to pieces.
How can I be just your friend?

You want me to act like we've never kissed.
You want me to forget, pretend we've never met.
And I've tried and I've tried, but I haven't yet.
You walk by and I fall to pieces.

I fall to pieces,
Each time someone speaks your name.
I fall to pieces.
Time only adds to the flame.

You tell me to find someone else to love,
Someone who'll love me too, the way you used to do.
But each time I go out with some one new,
You walk by and I fall to pieces.

You walk by and I fall to pieces.