Jul 19, 2006 01:35
i want to start my life story with the statement "i have an obession with being naked." i just ate popcorn..cheddar flavored.
i think i might go outside tomorrow and lay in the sun .tann//
maybe send out a leetttter.
im starting to like my legs.
i don't like my tits.i wish they were bigger.or smaller.
ehh 34c
i want to be in dance again.intrepertive dance.
i wish i could swim better..like olympics.
i wish i could make history.
the biggest tardgey is potential wasted.
i miss jake.he didn't waste the potential of his body.
but he did of his mind..
thats why its so targic...theres a lot of trauma he didn't get to deal with or just didn't at all...or didn't know how to express it at the time in his life and things he didn't limit himself to..when to stop and be aware of dangers.
he didn't believe in danger.
i love him.
i don't want to waste a cell in my body..
i want to make myself the best i can.
i should workout more..and get up early.nutrition
"be comfortable but never be satified"