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When i started this thing about a month ago, i thought that it was a lot of fun to be able to tell my friends about my day, and just fill them in on everything that is going on in my life. But then i seemed to realize today when i woke up, that's it's not as good as a thing as it might seem. i'm not trying to be insulting to ppl who use this, and i'm not trying to seem upset or depressed, i just started thinking this, so i wrote it. The thing that seems to bug me about this the most, is that it's not like a normal journal that you keep at home under lock and key or whatever you do. This is posting your true feelings online, and if you're not telling what you're really feeling than you're lying, which is sad. But somethings are not meant to be posted online for the whole world to see. I wanted to write something last night in this journal, and it wasn't mean or anything, but if i were to have a problem, yes i would expect my friends to help me through it. But if you're angry, or there is something personal going on in your life, supposedly you're supposed to post it on this livejournal. But i just now realized that everything you do is not everyone elses business. I dont' know what it is that made me realize this but i just did. So from now on, i'm only going to be posting about things that make me happy and positive. i'm just tired of having so many negative things being said. So now i'm going to be as kind as i can, if i have been mad or upset the last few days, i want to apologize, i had some thinking to do, well i'm done blabbing now. lol. so when u see this, pet me! and i can't wait to talk to all of you sometime soon, and jane, i'm really gonna miss you for the next 2 weeks, you're my best bud, and i hope you have a great time, and i know you'll do really well. Well i'm out, see y'all later!