[entry#20] I don't want to die...!!
I'm alone again tonight...
Satoko is with her uncle... I don't want her to go there... He hurts her...He'll beat her...
I'm so scared... I want to help but I know I can't...
And our house..our one room house... it's surprisingly big when she's not here. My parents... they died... so they can't comfort me... and she won't be back anytime soon.. She can't come and say good bye...
I don't know how I know they'll come, but they will. Those men in their strange uniforms... They'll come and grab me and tie me up and gag me and inject me with a needle. Sometimes I'll fall asleep and other times I'll stay awake... I know from the times that it doesn't work that they wrap me in a blanket and take me to the local shrine... and then...
and then...
They get their knives out... and slowly... disembowel me... And I don't pass out... and it hurts so bad...and I can't scream for help... and then... then...
How do I know this?
How do I know all the details of my death?
How do I know the variations...
Sometimes I'm in that school building and I slowly burn up... Alive until the last second...
I know I die.
I know what it feels like...
And I know I don't want to die...
...
I hear someone coming... Probably those men in uniforms...
Which means that I'l die again. I wonder which of those ends I predicted will come to pass...?... Someone please...
Save me...
I don't want to die.
(( 1% on the fact her parents are dead . 1% on the fact Satoko's uncle is abusive. 1% on her Tatarigoroshi-hen end.
Rika is dreaming of her Tatari-end so she thinks anyone who comes to get her is one of the uniformed men out to kill her. So there's a chance she'll run from you or scream or attack or something... And dream Rika carries dream mace. Owy for dream eyes.
Strikes are hackabe if you wish~? ))