a plan
I need a plan. I need to make some goals.
I can's just keep going the way I'm going and expect better results next time.
Obviously this isn't working.
I am a procrastinator. I have always been.
I have written about it so many times in so many journals and I still have a problem.
I am almost 21 years old.
It's about fucking time to cut it.
To overcome it.
Sometimes I don't know what's stoping me.
I think right now it's being overwhelmed with things.
Right now, my electric and cable bills are taken care of and my rent is paid through November.
I have a credit card bill due, a hospital bill due... I need to call the insurance company of the lady that hit my car almost a month ago. Procrastination.
I think that the reason I got so much done in the past was because I filled every moment of every day.
Remember in highschool when mid morning break was at 9:10 am and it felt like we had been there forever?
How come now sometimes I have a hard time getting up at that time?
I need to try to get to bed at night and start my days earlier.
I understand that this is harder with my job, but if I try to get to bed as soon as I get home maybe I can change things.
I have started to make some good steps in the past week.
I cleaned my room and our entire apartment from top to bottom, and I want to try to keep it that way.
I need to clean out my car (again....) and KEEP it that way.
Once little things in my life are clean organized and manageable I think the rest will start to
run more smoothly.
I need to start taking advantade of my calandar, my planner, and my bullitin board.
Also.
Schoolwork.
Studying.
I obviously am not doing enough.
As much as I am doing now, is not enough.
So from now on, on Monday Wednesday and Friday mornings I will get up at 7am. I will go to the gym. I will do some reading while there, then I will shower there, get to class early and go over material from last class and
look of the material for that day.
I need to keep up with all my reading.
And I need to keep up with my saco class.
I am so behind, but I can't let that stop me from succeeding. I will succeed.
I will try harder.
I will conquer this life of mine.
I can's just keep going the way I'm going and expect better results next time.
Obviously this isn't working.
I am a procrastinator. I have always been.
I have written about it so many times in so many journals and I still have a problem.
I am almost 21 years old.
It's about fucking time to cut it.
To overcome it.
Sometimes I don't know what's stoping me.
I think right now it's being overwhelmed with things.
Right now, my electric and cable bills are taken care of and my rent is paid through November.
I have a credit card bill due, a hospital bill due... I need to call the insurance company of the lady that hit my car almost a month ago. Procrastination.
I think that the reason I got so much done in the past was because I filled every moment of every day.
Remember in highschool when mid morning break was at 9:10 am and it felt like we had been there forever?
How come now sometimes I have a hard time getting up at that time?
I need to try to get to bed at night and start my days earlier.
I understand that this is harder with my job, but if I try to get to bed as soon as I get home maybe I can change things.
I have started to make some good steps in the past week.
I cleaned my room and our entire apartment from top to bottom, and I want to try to keep it that way.
I need to clean out my car (again....) and KEEP it that way.
Once little things in my life are clean organized and manageable I think the rest will start to
run more smoothly.
I need to start taking advantade of my calandar, my planner, and my bullitin board.
Also.
Schoolwork.
Studying.
I obviously am not doing enough.
As much as I am doing now, is not enough.
So from now on, on Monday Wednesday and Friday mornings I will get up at 7am. I will go to the gym. I will do some reading while there, then I will shower there, get to class early and go over material from last class and
look of the material for that day.
I need to keep up with all my reading.
And I need to keep up with my saco class.
I am so behind, but I can't let that stop me from succeeding. I will succeed.
I will try harder.
I will conquer this life of mine.