May 27, 2008 20:50
I'm just... really scared... no, worn out. Worn out is a better word.
I understood the consequences of getting my chip removed... and I'm sorta glad I did. But... this is just too much!
I'm relieved beyond words that I didn't hurt Nozomi. I think she did a good job. But... I don't think my body is used to this kind of treatment. I mean, I've had my powers as long as I can remember. All of a sudden, they're taken away, and now they've returned crazy and angry. I can't control it. I just can't.
So... you know what this means. I need to stay away, far far away from everyone and anyone for until I can better grasp my PSI. Seen any flaming trees? Yeah, that was me... any Mad Cow popsicles? Yeah, that was me too...
Poo was nice enough to escort me, only because he was so paranoid. I almost hurt him really bad. I feel terrible... and I don't want the same thing to happen to you, Ness! Definitely not you! But I crave your company... I'm not gonna complain if you try to visit me. I'm back at the apartment, so next time you drop by I'm there.
Nothing else much to say except I'm pretty much out of commission for a while. I'm expecting a week. I don't want to miss the cookout...