thinking on it
god, its been so long since i've written in here. i'm sorry for those of you who thought i might have died or something. i haven't i swear. i'm alive, i just lurk.
everythings all right now i suppose. going through a bit of a rough patch emotionally. but school's getting better. its hard work, but some part of me is glad for it. it keeps me focused. which is good, because if i'm focused i don't have time to screw it up.
but anyways.
i have k now, but i'm not sure if it's going anywhere. he says he loves me, and really that's all i want, but honestly...
i think its the addictive personality gene poking out again.
becuase i have a or z, but neither of them are going anywhere fast. i don't know. i honestly don't.
whatever. i'm alive, so you know. thanks for all your nice and lovely thoughts. i promise to update soon.
<3
everythings all right now i suppose. going through a bit of a rough patch emotionally. but school's getting better. its hard work, but some part of me is glad for it. it keeps me focused. which is good, because if i'm focused i don't have time to screw it up.
but anyways.
i have k now, but i'm not sure if it's going anywhere. he says he loves me, and really that's all i want, but honestly...
i think its the addictive personality gene poking out again.
becuase i have a or z, but neither of them are going anywhere fast. i don't know. i honestly don't.
whatever. i'm alive, so you know. thanks for all your nice and lovely thoughts. i promise to update soon.
<3