[Strikes deleted, obviously.]
I feel weak.
But perhaps that is the wrong way to describe this as it makes me sound like some sort of drug addict.
Though I really do miss femdom. My poor basement, perhaps I should rearrange things tomorrow out of boredom.
But I wonder if Dewi would-
No, probably not.
It has not even been a full month and I can still feel that itch returning. I suppose it is what happens when one finds themselves disconnected from something they once held dear.
But I can resist. Myslím, že.
Especially after running into an ex-acquaintance today. I was just left with a foul taste in my mouth and now all I want to do tonight is curl up in bed and perhaps order myself new books, as I am running low on reading material again.
[And those books consisted mostly of
this genre~]