Dec 22, 2005 01:25
11 days ago I'm singing along to my newly bought Jay-Z CD. Screaming at the top of my voice:
"I'm feelin it - that high that you get from life".
Now I got stress. The Party caused havoc with my parents. Packing stress, Parental stress, "Where the fuck did I put that thing" Stress and of course leaving Friends behind stress.
I haven't made a proper entry in ages, and I dunno why. I don't know the point of this post - I'm rambling. Point being - 3 days. And I have yet to come to terms with that. I have yet to sit myself down and get ready to say goodbye. And I need to do some serious contemplation - but like everything in my life, I've left it off too late. Procastination is a motherfucker.