[fic] (Anakin/Padmé) it begins
For sw_1sentence. Anakin/Padmé. NC-17.
1] bound
She wears the necklace he made for her; he watches her attach it on her chatelaine in an absent-minded sort of way that speaks of years’ long habit.
2] break
It gets him so hot to see it there, dangling against her thigh, that his voice cracks, then breaks.
3] chosen
This isn’t how he’d have chosen it, but then, he gave her loads of chances before and she had to go and refuse him and not tell him until -
4] circle
His hands span her waist, and she shivers beneath his palms, delicious.
5] continue
Kissing Padmé is the easiest thing in the world, and now that she’s his, all his, he never, ever, is going to stop.
6] do not want
She half-heartedly tries to push him away (Ani, I need to report to the queen now that we've landed), but she doesn’t really mean it, pressing up against him as she does.
7] drive
She doesn’t need to report in to the queen, not now, when he’s got her in his arms like this, the bone of her hip arching hard and real into his thigh.
8] enemy
He has to thank (grudgingly) Dooku for this, for Padmé is nothing if not stubborn, and she would’ve rather remained silent and ruined their lives than speak up and tell him that she -
9] exile
But she does love him; she said so, and he believes her, he has to believe her or he’d fall apart, fall to his knees before her, and beg - like a knight from legend - not to be banished from her presence.
10] fact
He traces the heart-curve of her cheek with his (new) hand, and her lashes flutter, and he knows, sure as the force, he’s going to come.
11] friend
The other padawans had never been overmuch concerned with intimacy; it was something that happened for the good of the mission or due to the will of the force, but they never obsessed over it, never dreamed the moment into life.
12] ghost
Her lips are barely ghosting over his now, the shimmersilk of her dress crushing in his other hand, and she’s letting him, oh she’s letting him.
13] hallowed
There’s nothing sacred in the act, nothing like the holodramas pretend; it’s all lips and tits and awkwardness
14] hold
And she holds him, like she’s held onto the japor snippet all these years, and she says Anakin in that voice of hers, and he’s no longer just another stupid padawan, too sure of himself and too headstrong before his master.
15] ignorance
All bare and smooth down there, and he touches it with something like reverence; that little pale pink rosebud between her legs, and she shivers, and he feels it, right there.
16] knowledge
She’s soft inside, soft and wet, and intellectually he knew that, but his fingers tremble at their now first-hand knowledge.
17] map
He used to spend his days in the Temple map room, tracing the hologram of Naboo with his fingertips, and now he’s tracing her.
18] maniac
It all goes a bit frantic after that, and he’s sinking down back into the pilot seat of her ship, and she’s on top of him, her dress hiked up to her hips and undergarments long gone.
19] name
“Anakin,” she says, again, voice all husky and wet like it is between her thighs, and his balls tighten at the sound of it. “Anakin, I -“
20] pain
He kisses her mouth to shut her up; slicks his tongue between her open lips before she can say another word, and it’s so intense it’s almost like pain.
21] plead
Anakin pleads with her, begs her, and he’s apologizing but he can’t stop the thrust of his hips and impendency of his orgasm.
22] ready
She says (voice almost unrecognizable, so choked and gasping) that he can’t come inside her, that she’s not ready for it, that she’s not on anything, and she could (oh force) get pregnant.
23] rebirth
He spills inside her anyway, can’t stop himself anymore than Obi-wan says he can stop the stars from dying out.
24] sage
Padmé’s quiet when she comes, eyes closing and mouth wide open.
25] school
Clutching at him with her tiny hands like he created the universe or something, and nothing he’s ever done in his nineteen years has ever prepared him for this.
26] TRAP!
The rush, the immediacy of her, the way her limbs trap him beneath and the way her hair, undone by his ungentle fingers, covers them like shelter.
27] truth
He tells her then, that he wants to marry her.
28] untouchable
And she retreats into that untouchable persona of hers, though she’s still warm and practically naked in his arms, and the protests start again, that he’s a padawan, that she’s a senator, and the Ruusan Reformation has forbidden any such union between the legislature and the judiciary (never mind his vows against attachment and hers to the people of Naboo)
29] youth
He’s young, he knows this: he’s tried so hard to grow up fast for her, and he sets his jaw and tells her that if he’s good enough to take her virginity, he’s good enough to give her his name.
30] "You can write this #%$@, but you can't say it."
And she might be able to write the most brilliant of arguments with her light pen and flimsi when she’s in her senate seat, but here and now, his softening cock still inside her, she can only bow her head and acquiesce: they will wed.
1] bound
She wears the necklace he made for her; he watches her attach it on her chatelaine in an absent-minded sort of way that speaks of years’ long habit.
2] break
It gets him so hot to see it there, dangling against her thigh, that his voice cracks, then breaks.
3] chosen
This isn’t how he’d have chosen it, but then, he gave her loads of chances before and she had to go and refuse him and not tell him until -
4] circle
His hands span her waist, and she shivers beneath his palms, delicious.
5] continue
Kissing Padmé is the easiest thing in the world, and now that she’s his, all his, he never, ever, is going to stop.
6] do not want
She half-heartedly tries to push him away (Ani, I need to report to the queen now that we've landed), but she doesn’t really mean it, pressing up against him as she does.
7] drive
She doesn’t need to report in to the queen, not now, when he’s got her in his arms like this, the bone of her hip arching hard and real into his thigh.
8] enemy
He has to thank (grudgingly) Dooku for this, for Padmé is nothing if not stubborn, and she would’ve rather remained silent and ruined their lives than speak up and tell him that she -
9] exile
But she does love him; she said so, and he believes her, he has to believe her or he’d fall apart, fall to his knees before her, and beg - like a knight from legend - not to be banished from her presence.
10] fact
He traces the heart-curve of her cheek with his (new) hand, and her lashes flutter, and he knows, sure as the force, he’s going to come.
11] friend
The other padawans had never been overmuch concerned with intimacy; it was something that happened for the good of the mission or due to the will of the force, but they never obsessed over it, never dreamed the moment into life.
12] ghost
Her lips are barely ghosting over his now, the shimmersilk of her dress crushing in his other hand, and she’s letting him, oh she’s letting him.
13] hallowed
There’s nothing sacred in the act, nothing like the holodramas pretend; it’s all lips and tits and awkwardness
14] hold
And she holds him, like she’s held onto the japor snippet all these years, and she says Anakin in that voice of hers, and he’s no longer just another stupid padawan, too sure of himself and too headstrong before his master.
15] ignorance
All bare and smooth down there, and he touches it with something like reverence; that little pale pink rosebud between her legs, and she shivers, and he feels it, right there.
16] knowledge
She’s soft inside, soft and wet, and intellectually he knew that, but his fingers tremble at their now first-hand knowledge.
17] map
He used to spend his days in the Temple map room, tracing the hologram of Naboo with his fingertips, and now he’s tracing her.
18] maniac
It all goes a bit frantic after that, and he’s sinking down back into the pilot seat of her ship, and she’s on top of him, her dress hiked up to her hips and undergarments long gone.
19] name
“Anakin,” she says, again, voice all husky and wet like it is between her thighs, and his balls tighten at the sound of it. “Anakin, I -“
20] pain
He kisses her mouth to shut her up; slicks his tongue between her open lips before she can say another word, and it’s so intense it’s almost like pain.
21] plead
Anakin pleads with her, begs her, and he’s apologizing but he can’t stop the thrust of his hips and impendency of his orgasm.
22] ready
She says (voice almost unrecognizable, so choked and gasping) that he can’t come inside her, that she’s not ready for it, that she’s not on anything, and she could (oh force) get pregnant.
23] rebirth
He spills inside her anyway, can’t stop himself anymore than Obi-wan says he can stop the stars from dying out.
24] sage
Padmé’s quiet when she comes, eyes closing and mouth wide open.
25] school
Clutching at him with her tiny hands like he created the universe or something, and nothing he’s ever done in his nineteen years has ever prepared him for this.
26] TRAP!
The rush, the immediacy of her, the way her limbs trap him beneath and the way her hair, undone by his ungentle fingers, covers them like shelter.
27] truth
He tells her then, that he wants to marry her.
28] untouchable
And she retreats into that untouchable persona of hers, though she’s still warm and practically naked in his arms, and the protests start again, that he’s a padawan, that she’s a senator, and the Ruusan Reformation has forbidden any such union between the legislature and the judiciary (never mind his vows against attachment and hers to the people of Naboo)
29] youth
He’s young, he knows this: he’s tried so hard to grow up fast for her, and he sets his jaw and tells her that if he’s good enough to take her virginity, he’s good enough to give her his name.
30] "You can write this #%$@, but you can't say it."
And she might be able to write the most brilliant of arguments with her light pen and flimsi when she’s in her senate seat, but here and now, his softening cock still inside her, she can only bow her head and acquiesce: they will wed.