Jun 04, 2005 19:12
BeACH weEK was awSOmE!! Commonground and Chris larson we're soo good!! ...GOd worked thru my life in an amazing wayyy, im soo happy he did cause now im on this spiritual high and i love it!
i had a big burden on my heart and GOd has tried to tell me so many times to let it go and to trust him that everything would be okay! well wednesday night around 12ish i let it go. it was just really hard to get to the point where i could but now that i have it already seems like things have been eaiser! and thank you to craig meredith kate and kaci for encouraging me and letting me know that i was doing the right thing!
this past week ive met some new people from texas who are awsome. now im kinda with kenzie about moving there now loL! well.. i met a lot of new people but i got to know GarreT the best! he is now by far the coolest guy from texas! im really gonna miss him, but im glad we are gonna keep in touch!! i <3 u!
i also got closer to a lot of people from my church that i love to death!!
God broke my heart about the untiy thing that reno talked about. i mean we were all created for one purpose, to serve God. and as a youth group we have so many "clicks" and everything to where you end up ONLY talking to the people in ur little group. and thats not at all how it should be. we should all come together as the body of Christ, as a whole, and serve him. we all have to move forward together. revival will only fall when we truly come together as brothers and sisters in Christ and love him with all of our hearts.
i love worshiping God! it has to be the best feeling ever just lifting up holy hands and singing out to your heavenly father. and its awsome when you can feel his presence and know that the God of the universe is holding you in his hands!
the only bad thing is that different churches like carrolton or inglewood go to beach week with us and when i meet some of those people i get attatched really easy, because its just part of my personality, and its really hard to let them go. but dont get me wrong i love being with them, they are awsome people i just dont like it when its time to leave.
today i lost my notebook! it took me 4 months to fill it up with my favorite verses and things that GOd has spoken to me about, and it was really special to me! and this afternoon when i got home it wasnt in my purse anymore and i was extremely upset!! ... im hoping i find it tomorrow at church. i doubt i will but it could happen.
Katie Cousins my new older accountablility partner! i <3 u! lol
HEy to my L.B.s (lunch buddies! ryan whaley and meredith)! i <3 ya'll!
I l O v E y O u!
**Sumer**