Let Your Annointing Fall.
*God,
Thank you so much for this day. please forgive me for my sins. help me not to be tempted by the things of this world. lord, right now i just ask for strength and your presence. lately things havent been so good for me and scott. someone started to come between us. i just felt like i was competing for time with him and when he was with me he didnt seem to want to be. help me not to hate her. dont let her ruin our relationship. just do what you want done, but dont let him hurt me. dont let him hurt himself. just be with us God. thank you for the 4 months you have given me and him together. i love you. Amen*
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so there has been a lotta drama lately. theres this girl, and she likes my boyfriend. they hang out a lot. and i know he likes her too. they went out before i met him, but she broke up with him because of personal reasons. now she wants him back, but i have him. i dont want to lose him. especially to her. its not that i dont trust him, and that i dont like them hanging out, because i cant tell him who to hang with, but i just get jelous. i know i shouldnt, but i do. i have no reason, because i know he loves me, and i love him. but i just dont want our relationship to be ruined because of her.
so last night me and scott went down to the river and walk along the edge and talked. then we got tired so we started to walk back to his car, but some guy need help jumping his car. so we helped him and he gave us $20. how tight is that ? God really does answer prayers. ;) 0:)
after our walk at the river we had a really long talk. there were some tears, there were some smiles, but i think we worked it out. lol. we're staying together. today is our 4 month, which may not seem like a big deal. but hey, its 4 months, thats pretty long for a high school couple. i want it to last. i want it to work. i think it will. for now anyway. tomorrow is the 4th of july. we are double dating with jillian and marco. jillian's having us over to swim and barbeque with her family and stuff and then we are going to the fireworks downtown. i think it will be a fun day.
well im gonna go take a nap. ive been cleaning all day and i dont feel so great. so im out.
happy 4 months scott. i love you no matter what!
Much Love, <3
Jillo.
Thank you so much for this day. please forgive me for my sins. help me not to be tempted by the things of this world. lord, right now i just ask for strength and your presence. lately things havent been so good for me and scott. someone started to come between us. i just felt like i was competing for time with him and when he was with me he didnt seem to want to be. help me not to hate her. dont let her ruin our relationship. just do what you want done, but dont let him hurt me. dont let him hurt himself. just be with us God. thank you for the 4 months you have given me and him together. i love you. Amen*
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so there has been a lotta drama lately. theres this girl, and she likes my boyfriend. they hang out a lot. and i know he likes her too. they went out before i met him, but she broke up with him because of personal reasons. now she wants him back, but i have him. i dont want to lose him. especially to her. its not that i dont trust him, and that i dont like them hanging out, because i cant tell him who to hang with, but i just get jelous. i know i shouldnt, but i do. i have no reason, because i know he loves me, and i love him. but i just dont want our relationship to be ruined because of her.
so last night me and scott went down to the river and walk along the edge and talked. then we got tired so we started to walk back to his car, but some guy need help jumping his car. so we helped him and he gave us $20. how tight is that ? God really does answer prayers. ;) 0:)
after our walk at the river we had a really long talk. there were some tears, there were some smiles, but i think we worked it out. lol. we're staying together. today is our 4 month, which may not seem like a big deal. but hey, its 4 months, thats pretty long for a high school couple. i want it to last. i want it to work. i think it will. for now anyway. tomorrow is the 4th of july. we are double dating with jillian and marco. jillian's having us over to swim and barbeque with her family and stuff and then we are going to the fireworks downtown. i think it will be a fun day.
well im gonna go take a nap. ive been cleaning all day and i dont feel so great. so im out.
happy 4 months scott. i love you no matter what!
Much Love, <3
Jillo.