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Ok well Im a loser, I dont know what caused that rant, possibly an accumulation of stresses? My father was kind enough to pick up my medicine for me and I can pay him back when I get paid. My phone still may go off, I wont have any money really until the 20 and 21 and even then I have rent coming again and daycare at $80 a week 3 weeks to be paid on the 21, so if the phone goes off well I suppose it will save me a bit of money, anyone who really needs to get a hold of me can send an email or something. I am feeling a bit better today, I took a vacation day for an extended weekend to try and get my place in order as the mess is causing alot of personal grief, I am very nervous and uncomfortable when the place is a mess, like living in chaos, i need a zen moment! Later today I am going over to Alphas to do a bit of tidying, bring some things over he could use, and also to make dinner and have it cooking in the slowcooker for him, I am going to bring doilies for the tops of things hahaha he didnt quite like that idea girlify the place up a little.