life upcoming.
minor update. i figure i'd let everyone know what's going on... ironically.
i'm constantly pissed, constantly alone, constantly having to entertain myself. i've submerged myself back to where i was before. music, warcraft, magic. i've become a hermit again. check that out. i have a job interview tomorrow (today?) at best buy thanks to my co-worker (it's his neighbor). if i get that job, i'm quitting the dealership. actually imma quit the dealership anyway, i'll probably do that wednesday.
i'm going to lafayette, la on the 22nd for LA state championships. i've actually been testing, and i'm pretty prepared for the format. i have a choice of one of two decks, and both have been doing extremly well in testing. one more than the other, so i'll probably sling that.
"it's getting colder"
i really wish i had someone that would let me stay at their place so i can move out of this state. but i have basically no friends who live out of the state who are willing to do that. anyone? i don't really do much to destroy a house, i just sit around and play on my computer and watch tv, and sleep. that's about it, until i get a job that is. think about it, get back to me on that.
i've also been thinking of just packing stuff in my car, and going for a "drive". no clue where i'm going. could be west, could be east, could be north east. i'm just ready to get the fuck out of dodge and be gone for good... minus once a year where i go for xmas or whatever.
i started talking to a friend of mine from long ago. we talked probably 3-4 years ago, and i found her again online. been talking, not too much, just random stuff here and there. i've made comments abotu moving north, she made a comment about something similar to me going there. that was it.
"Do you? Do you Now? Would you die for me? Would you fucking lie?"
i'm constantly pissed, constantly alone, constantly having to entertain myself. i've submerged myself back to where i was before. music, warcraft, magic. i've become a hermit again. check that out. i have a job interview tomorrow (today?) at best buy thanks to my co-worker (it's his neighbor). if i get that job, i'm quitting the dealership. actually imma quit the dealership anyway, i'll probably do that wednesday.
i'm going to lafayette, la on the 22nd for LA state championships. i've actually been testing, and i'm pretty prepared for the format. i have a choice of one of two decks, and both have been doing extremly well in testing. one more than the other, so i'll probably sling that.
"it's getting colder"
i really wish i had someone that would let me stay at their place so i can move out of this state. but i have basically no friends who live out of the state who are willing to do that. anyone? i don't really do much to destroy a house, i just sit around and play on my computer and watch tv, and sleep. that's about it, until i get a job that is. think about it, get back to me on that.
i've also been thinking of just packing stuff in my car, and going for a "drive". no clue where i'm going. could be west, could be east, could be north east. i'm just ready to get the fuck out of dodge and be gone for good... minus once a year where i go for xmas or whatever.
i started talking to a friend of mine from long ago. we talked probably 3-4 years ago, and i found her again online. been talking, not too much, just random stuff here and there. i've made comments abotu moving north, she made a comment about something similar to me going there. that was it.
"Do you? Do you Now? Would you die for me? Would you fucking lie?"