going crazy!!
ahaha... i guess holding in stuff ain't so great now is it... it gets to a point... where... you don't know what it is anymore... maybe it's just a combination of lots and lots of thingys... i guess life sucks... it has too... cuz than it'll never be great... but it doesn't feel like it sucks... i just feel sucky... i dunno... okay... maybe i'm having issues with myself... i must say i'm dissappointed in myself... and that i think i'm driving myself crazy... it's only for the reasons... that i think a lot that i keep myself in check... but i guess i have my episodes every once in awhile where... it's just chaos... can't even concentrate on a single thought...