Good ole times.
[I totally recycled this from my numerous journals online but it's only a few days old =D Everything in it still stands.]
I suppose it’s time I updated for everyone since here lately I’ve been slacking on that duty…mainly because my computer’s a royal bitch nowadays and my programs sporadically shut down or become non responsive. The fifth time you write a research paper (that you haven’t read the material for in the first place) from scratch will really put a bur in your ass. Luckily I refrained from destroying the entire world. But oh…if it had happened a sixth time? Everyone = dead.
And that would be sad.
Because I’d like to announce that I am completely, utterly happy with the way things are. I wouldn’t change anything about anyone. I wouldn’t try to make people who hate me like me again. I don’t care about who is an enemy, who is getting along, or who thinks what. As anti social as it sounds I don’t really want to make more friends. Because when you have a bunch of friends get together things have a tendency to go haywire and relationships get messed up. I’ve made lots of mistakes but there’s nothing that hasn’t been shared between me and those close to me so I have nothing to hide anymore.
Tonight was a pretty big sharing night. Seth and I talked on Rebecca’s couch and I got a lot of things off my mind; stuff that had gathered since the later half of last year. He now understands the things I put myself through and the guilt I carry. But I need to carry it so I don’t make the same mistake twice. However…next to him nothing else tempts me. No one comes close. I don’t think he believes in himself just yet but I’m working on it ^_^ I dare someone to come along and try to deter my attention. I’ll laugh at you.
It seems that the group has settled and we’re all finally happy with our lives. We’ve got a few kinks to work out but as of right now the sheer ambiance of content is making all the little downers disappear.
We’re also looking at moving out! Ok. We’re not "looking". Seth and I are DEFINITELY moving out and Becca is too since she can’t really afford her place anymore. The guy upstairs from her showed up around his place tonight since he’s moving out (today actually) and I was pleased with it. The tub needs an actual shower head and the walls need a bit of tidying up from slight water damage but otherwise his rent is ungodly low. And the place is quite large…comes with a deck and everything. I really am excited about the opportunity. It’s an adventure I’m looking forward to!
So I’ve made a decent update and I’m done now. Hope everyone is doing well!
I suppose it’s time I updated for everyone since here lately I’ve been slacking on that duty…mainly because my computer’s a royal bitch nowadays and my programs sporadically shut down or become non responsive. The fifth time you write a research paper (that you haven’t read the material for in the first place) from scratch will really put a bur in your ass. Luckily I refrained from destroying the entire world. But oh…if it had happened a sixth time? Everyone = dead.
And that would be sad.
Because I’d like to announce that I am completely, utterly happy with the way things are. I wouldn’t change anything about anyone. I wouldn’t try to make people who hate me like me again. I don’t care about who is an enemy, who is getting along, or who thinks what. As anti social as it sounds I don’t really want to make more friends. Because when you have a bunch of friends get together things have a tendency to go haywire and relationships get messed up. I’ve made lots of mistakes but there’s nothing that hasn’t been shared between me and those close to me so I have nothing to hide anymore.
Tonight was a pretty big sharing night. Seth and I talked on Rebecca’s couch and I got a lot of things off my mind; stuff that had gathered since the later half of last year. He now understands the things I put myself through and the guilt I carry. But I need to carry it so I don’t make the same mistake twice. However…next to him nothing else tempts me. No one comes close. I don’t think he believes in himself just yet but I’m working on it ^_^ I dare someone to come along and try to deter my attention. I’ll laugh at you.
It seems that the group has settled and we’re all finally happy with our lives. We’ve got a few kinks to work out but as of right now the sheer ambiance of content is making all the little downers disappear.
We’re also looking at moving out! Ok. We’re not "looking". Seth and I are DEFINITELY moving out and Becca is too since she can’t really afford her place anymore. The guy upstairs from her showed up around his place tonight since he’s moving out (today actually) and I was pleased with it. The tub needs an actual shower head and the walls need a bit of tidying up from slight water damage but otherwise his rent is ungodly low. And the place is quite large…comes with a deck and everything. I really am excited about the opportunity. It’s an adventure I’m looking forward to!
So I’ve made a decent update and I’m done now. Hope everyone is doing well!