My Theory..

Jun 26, 2013 01:47


      When I lived in Virginia, up near D.C., I used to see auras.  I’d get vibes from people.  After I moved to Florida, that stopped.  It didn’t completely stop.  If someone had a really strong vibe, I’d still feel it, but on most counts, the vibes stopped along with seeing auras.  I got into tarot cards when I was in high school and through the years that’s never stopped.  Mur and I ran a tarot booth at the flea market in Auburndale in 1996 and 1997.  We started out charging $10 a reading, then lowered the price to $5.  It was, after all, a flea market.

I have a theory on why the abilities stopped.  I discovered, in a psychology class in college down here, just why I’d been so depressed.  It was my insides.  My chemicals were screwed up.  My body wasn’t making enough of the chemicals I needed to make myself happy.  But over time I forced it to.  That’s my theory anyway.  I went to therapy, but the therapists never gave me any drugs or medication.  I just kept telling myself I was going to be happy.  Over and over and over I told myself I was going to be happy.  It took years, but it happened.  I think I finally was able to force my body to start making the right chemicals and to get in the habit of doing it, and eventually it became second-nature.

But at the time, my insides were all screwed up.  And that’s when I could do things, see auras, feel vibes.  I think putting all my insides into order, everything in it’s place, all the right chemicals, stopped me from being able to do that somehow.  Here I am, depressed again, and things are happening.  I haven’t tried seeing any auras yet, but I got the strongest vibes off TV tonight that I’ve just about ever gotten.  Miley Cyrus was on Jimmy Kimmel tonight and when she came out, I got really freaky/scary vibes.  She looked really weird.  Only had hair on top, with the sides of her head shaved, and she kept doing this thing with her tongue that I can’t really explain.  But I was big-time feeling vibes.

I wonder, what’s next?
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