Jun 26, 2013 01:47
When I lived in Virginia, up near D.C., I used to see auras. I’d get vibes from people. After I moved to Florida, that stopped. It didn’t completely stop. If someone had a really strong vibe, I’d still feel it, but on most counts, the vibes stopped along with seeing auras. I got into tarot cards when I was in high school and through the years that’s never stopped. Mur and I ran a tarot booth at the flea market in Auburndale in 1996 and 1997. We started out charging $10 a reading, then lowered the price to $5. It was, after all, a flea market.
I have a theory on why the abilities stopped. I discovered, in a psychology class in college down here, just why I’d been so depressed. It was my insides. My chemicals were screwed up. My body wasn’t making enough of the chemicals I needed to make myself happy. But over time I forced it to. That’s my theory anyway. I went to therapy, but the therapists never gave me any drugs or medication. I just kept telling myself I was going to be happy. Over and over and over I told myself I was going to be happy. It took years, but it happened. I think I finally was able to force my body to start making the right chemicals and to get in the habit of doing it, and eventually it became second-nature.
But at the time, my insides were all screwed up. And that’s when I could do things, see auras, feel vibes. I think putting all my insides into order, everything in it’s place, all the right chemicals, stopped me from being able to do that somehow. Here I am, depressed again, and things are happening. I haven’t tried seeing any auras yet, but I got the strongest vibes off TV tonight that I’ve just about ever gotten. Miley Cyrus was on Jimmy Kimmel tonight and when she came out, I got really freaky/scary vibes. She looked really weird. Only had hair on top, with the sides of her head shaved, and she kept doing this thing with her tongue that I can’t really explain. But I was big-time feeling vibes.
I wonder, what’s next?