Oct 18, 2007 00:50
is it easier to hate then it is to love?
perhaps forgetting is an even lighter chore?
i cope by bending times and situations in my head, to the point where everything exists outside of time. there is no realm for reaction in this world, delayed or immediate, there's only now. we can love easier in the now, hate without hesitation, and set aside memory without effort. the only thing that brings us out, is the creations we play out within ourselves. we invent what a being should be, how all should respond under situations and happenings..etc...etc..
this is wrong, for the right of all wrongs is as such...
we shall never automate a logical response out of anything, for logic is false, and an object of learning. learning being folly for it is governed by the status quo...which is never inclusive.
essentially...i am a minority.
a small fraction of animals that does not think with a prompt outward mind, yet i think inward. postulate endlessly, then eventually let go with something...if that feels close to right.
any damage done through this is mine to bare
i do not request understanding at any interval
the only time i come close to trying to make you see, is due to things i have learned.
habits die hard
and being a lap dog to the systems you so foolishly cling to is hard to feign from.