breathe
long weekend. had the girls stay over, expressed worry w/ kree about casha; neither of us is sure how we stop her from living too much inside herself. it worries me because she reminds me of me, except i was sixteen, and she's twelve. went for a shop, watched shitloads of dvds, incl. cruel intentions for the first time in aages. stayed up until 3 doing an assignment the other night, such a foreign feeling. study seemed so glamourous before i started doing it again. yuck.
now relaxing with season 8 of scrubs making a list of everything to buy tomorrow now that i have the day off and my pay went up another 50c. so awesome.
except this is going to be THE LAST WEEK i spend all my money on clothing, or more than $200 on one item [or two, if they're boots] since i need to SAAVE.MY.PENNIES. to go to new york. for new year's. overrated but totally exciiiting. but also for the hope of bali in october with jen, the gold coast with kinky in october, and melbourne with jude any coming weekend for a massive shopping fest. and a big weekend with jen next week chillin villain style but just relaxing before winter comes, ew. i was totally over scrubs but tv is really good when you watch it all at once, so i like it again. trying to regain control of stuff but everytime i try i swear it just convinces me that maybe i do have add. except maybe it's only psychological, and me believing i have add is what exacerates it. plausible. i swear i used to be able to realistically multitask and do two things at once. now my brain can barely process one thought at a time, and i always lose track of things and can't remember where i was at and can barely concentrate on one thing.
hey did you hear they're making a movie of on the road? like, another one? with some random british guy as sal paradise? so not cool. they need some gritty untidy american unknown hipster, not some scrawny british ponce. i'm quite excited though, francis ford coppola is involved. it's hard to associate that negatively.
'in this house, we do not eat pretentious cheeses, we eat honest american peanut butter.'
just because