i miss summer! and daylight savings. but i especially miss being a teenager, and im not even 20 yet
we are not there yet but we cannot go home. so we cry, and we sing - yeah i remember everything. i'm in love with my own sins, adventures in solitude and love between the sheets. the years have been short but the days were long.
And she's delighted when she sees him pulling in and giving her the eye because she must be fucking freezing scantily clad beneath the clear night sky.
I am really protective of my friend Jennifer because she's seventeen and her boyfriend is an ass and she's so cute and I spend basically more time with her than with anyone else because I see her five days a week at work and she makes it fun. She's one of my closest friends now, just because whenever this woman comes into the store we both go 'look at my beautiful glaaaasses' and laugh our tushis off. And we both dislike this girl sometimes who is annoyingand tells our boss whenever we are insubordinate even though everybody is sometiimes.
and it all ties me up into knots.
i want to be different. tomorrow i turn twenty and this time i am really really really going to try to be different and better. and part of that will mean spending less time on the computer. haha. itll be hard. i'll suck already. i'll probably spend less time on facebook and twitter on the computer, and more time on facebook and twitter on my phone. silly silly. now the pessimism in me yawns as I'm pissing on their perfect front lawns, a voice calls out behind my back and I take off into the grounds. i want to read more though. and spend more time outdoors, and put plants in my room and always have the window open to let in fresh air and eat better so i have more energy and i want to get put on dexamphetamines so i stop doing stupid annoying pathetic things and not even realising what i'm doing.
on friday night i went out with pete again, we went to freo it was fun i felt like i was boring him though until he saw his friends in freo and they asked if we wanted to come to little creatures with all of them and he said no because he was having fun just us and then i just finally relaxed. he is nice and fun and cute and smart but i dont think i could fall in love with him.maybe if i just let go of whatever it is im holding onto but i dont know. anyway it was funnnnnnnnn
And she's delighted when she sees him pulling in and giving her the eye because she must be fucking freezing scantily clad beneath the clear night sky.
I am really protective of my friend Jennifer because she's seventeen and her boyfriend is an ass and she's so cute and I spend basically more time with her than with anyone else because I see her five days a week at work and she makes it fun. She's one of my closest friends now, just because whenever this woman comes into the store we both go 'look at my beautiful glaaaasses' and laugh our tushis off. And we both dislike this girl sometimes who is annoyingand tells our boss whenever we are insubordinate even though everybody is sometiimes.
and it all ties me up into knots.
i want to be different. tomorrow i turn twenty and this time i am really really really going to try to be different and better. and part of that will mean spending less time on the computer. haha. itll be hard. i'll suck already. i'll probably spend less time on facebook and twitter on the computer, and more time on facebook and twitter on my phone. silly silly. now the pessimism in me yawns as I'm pissing on their perfect front lawns, a voice calls out behind my back and I take off into the grounds. i want to read more though. and spend more time outdoors, and put plants in my room and always have the window open to let in fresh air and eat better so i have more energy and i want to get put on dexamphetamines so i stop doing stupid annoying pathetic things and not even realising what i'm doing.
on friday night i went out with pete again, we went to freo it was fun i felt like i was boring him though until he saw his friends in freo and they asked if we wanted to come to little creatures with all of them and he said no because he was having fun just us and then i just finally relaxed. he is nice and fun and cute and smart but i dont think i could fall in love with him.maybe if i just let go of whatever it is im holding onto but i dont know. anyway it was funnnnnnnnn