I hope you don't feel rejected by me; my time spent in Blackfoot consisted of a few hours on Wednesday. I drove in, arrived around 4pm and left around 5.30 to go camping. Then, Sunday morning I left camp, drove into Blackfoot long enough to take a shower and briefly speak to my brother and then I was off for Gooding to see Dave and then Boise.
I'm sorry that I didn't make anything happen; I thought about getting up at 7am to leave really really early to have breakfast with everyone Sunday morning in time to make it to Gooding early enough to visit Dave, but I was the only one kind of making plans, and I figured I'd spend the extra time with my fam.
Don't worry. I love you and you love me, so we will end up making time to see each other. Even if it's too far down the road, it will happen.
well i'm not going to lie, i do feel a little rejected. i feel like you definitely chose seeing Dave over seeing me and to add insult to injury you could have seen Dave in only one more week but we now won't see each other for almost a year. It hurts to think that you can't go one week without Dave but you can go an entire year without seeing me...
Well, I am sorry if you feel rejected. I really am. And I know that no one really does agree with what's going on with Dave, I don't agree most of the time, and the situation is really hard. And I am sorry that I didn't make the time to see you but it was a crazy weekend and I know that probably does nothing to passify you.
Anyway ... I'm probably making decisions that are best for no one and I am sorry but here I am, trying to live and learn along the way. I am asking forgiveness for not being a stellar friend last weekend. And I still love you, even if you're mad at me. I hope you can understand that I'm being who I am and making mistakes I make and I do feel a little out of control but I guess that's life and I have no idea how to fix it and if I did I would but ... I feel like I can't.
Please understand because I don't. I love you. Please love me.
I wish I were in Idaho... a lot of things have happened the last week and a lot of people were there that I would have really liked to see, including you. Sorry.
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I'm sorry that I didn't make anything happen; I thought about getting up at 7am to leave really really early to have breakfast with everyone Sunday morning in time to make it to Gooding early enough to visit Dave, but I was the only one kind of making plans, and I figured I'd spend the extra time with my fam.
Don't worry. I love you and you love me, so we will end up making time to see each other. Even if it's too far down the road, it will happen.
Loveyoutons.
xox
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Anyway ... I'm probably making decisions that are best for no one and I am sorry but here I am, trying to live and learn along the way. I am asking forgiveness for not being a stellar friend last weekend. And I still love you, even if you're mad at me. I hope you can understand that I'm being who I am and making mistakes I make and I do feel a little out of control but I guess that's life and I have no idea how to fix it and if I did I would but ... I feel like I can't.
Please understand because I don't. I love you. Please love me.
xox
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Hope everything went okay for you though.
josie
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