Update
So good and so not.
I threw a party yesterday in my room. It actually went really well but I didn't have a good time. Things are going on and some of them I LOVE and some of them I don't. But most of all what I hate is that I have no control and I can't see where things are going and how they're getting there. It's scary to give up control of something that you really want to have happen.
In other news, Dave and I are communicating. That's good...really good. I seriously adore that kid. Inexplainable but fabulous. I've decided I'm really going to make a concerted effort to not think about it and just go with my gut because for some reason my gut totally tells me that this kid will be an amazing friend...irreplaceable. Anyway.
Brooke, call me. I tried calling you and you didn't answer. I want to talk to you.
M.
I threw a party yesterday in my room. It actually went really well but I didn't have a good time. Things are going on and some of them I LOVE and some of them I don't. But most of all what I hate is that I have no control and I can't see where things are going and how they're getting there. It's scary to give up control of something that you really want to have happen.
In other news, Dave and I are communicating. That's good...really good. I seriously adore that kid. Inexplainable but fabulous. I've decided I'm really going to make a concerted effort to not think about it and just go with my gut because for some reason my gut totally tells me that this kid will be an amazing friend...irreplaceable. Anyway.
Brooke, call me. I tried calling you and you didn't answer. I want to talk to you.
M.