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I forgot to mention that I'm having a good time with my life, considering all my entries are depressed peices of shit.
Ash came over yesterday, we went to HQ. We saw the Resaino boys<33 We missed my favorite one though.
We also hung out a little at BJ's...and then we went to New Hope. It was pretty fun, I enjoyed myself. When we got home we went back to my mom's. It was completely downpouring, I can't even explain how hard it was actually raining, but I've never seen it like that. So naturally we were both outside dancing in the rain. We were drenched, but I liked it.
Before sleeping I felt it would be a good idea to watch ER. Be Still My Heart, and All In The Family to be exact. For those of you not in the know, those are the episodes where Carter and Lucy get stabbed, and unfortunately Lucy dies. It was quite sad indeed.
When we woke up in the morning we decided to watch some more wonderful ER. Lockdown, to be exact again. Which is my favorite episode. Jeff((my super cool driving instructor who likes to talk to me about partying and smoking and stuff)) was supposed to come at 12. Unfortunately he came a little early so I did not get to see Carter and Abby's famous kiss. I was completely pissed off.
I went driving.. I was a little nervous because we were switching lanes and I'm not very good at that.. or I didn't think I was. Turns out it's not that bad. We drove around for like 2 hours and then I went back home. Awesome. But I now have my permit which I am completely and totally stoked about.
Tomorrow I think I'm going into the City with Maribeth for a while. It should be good times.
I'm totally just wasting time now, I don't know why. Maybe it's because I'm at my dad's and cannot sleep because it's 102 degrees, or because I have to sleep in my sister's room and she is the loudest snorer ever because she's freaken sick. Both of these reasons are enough to make me kill myself right now. All I want to do is sleep. But I can't. Because my mind is constantly running around on this single track. This one stupid track that it's been on for three fucken months and I can't get control of it. It's bound to get better soon though right? I mean I can't think about the same thing for the rest of my life.. cause that would BLOW.
^So this was supposed to be a happy entry.. so much for that.