Dec 04, 2003 02:00
First off I would like to say how unbelievably drunk I am. Tonight was my frist day of work and it was so much fucking fun. I don't think I could have got a better job than I did. I know the waitress training me already from "other stuff". I knew the other girl leanne from the coffee grinder and the bartender I havn't figured it out yet,but I knew her from somewhere. I just helped fill up drinks and bring orders to tables or whatever. I had a blast though. I helped in the kitchen with the dishes all night and everyone was so impressed. It is really good to be working again. The owner was like, man, you are a dish washing motherfucker. I did so well tonight it was bad ass.
This job is so much like kellys restaurant on the square it is unbelievable. The manager/owner/head chef is like the coolest guy ever. The kitchen staff is like bad ass too. I got along with everyone and it was seriously just like a party the entire night. I can't wait for work tomorrow.. other than the fact I don't have a ride lol. I will find one hopefully. I knew how to do everything better than they expected. It has been a while since I worked at Kellys,but I still remembered how a restaurant worked.
We get one shift shot for just working. I didn't take mine until the end. After that Melissa bought me another one and I got pretty trashed. She had the bartender make me some cranberry drink with vodka and after that thing I was just like aksljfalskjfalksjfads... me, the owner, melissa, the kristen the bartender, the owner, the chef and two other guys were just bullshitting and the owner bad some nacho's that were like OMG so fucking good. I ate so much my stomach hurt. I had one more drink and then melissa took me home. I'm really gonna like this job. I have to get my social security card made and my id made within three days though.. that sucks ass. I hope that I can do it. I really want this job so I have to figure out someway yikes!!
I think it's funny how erin thinks i want to keep her in "my life" when i was responding to some gay shit she said about my life. Don't get me wrong, I hate you erin and I Would be happy if I never had to talk to you or see you again in my life. Don't get flattered by thinking I want you in my life HAHAHAHA. That is some funny shit. The thought of you just puts chills down my back, and not in a good way. I have no clue what I was fucking thinking. Well, obviously I wasn't thinking. I don't give a shit who you tell to beat my ass. Why don't you tell ALL your friends to beat my ass. I don't give a fucking shit. GO AHEAD YOU STUPID SLUT. I'm not scared of you or your gay little friends. Maybe I am gay haha. That's pretty funny. If I am anything, I am bi. Wow though, I have an INCREDIBLY hott girlfriend so obviously I am not that gay. You are the one that went out with a gay man for 3 months. I don't think I was too gay during those three months now was I? You don't hurt my by the things you say as i dont you I guess. Everyone knows the things that I have done with guys or the things I havn't and who gives a shit? I don't, and I don't care if anyone else knows. I'V DONE STUFF WITH GUYS AND I DONT CARE WEEEEEEEEEe. Anywho... Erin told me to stop writing about 17 year olds in my journal. That sucks, I guess I can't write about my girlfriend. HAHA god i hate erin.
I really miss krysta and wish I would have got to see her tonight. I hope I get to see her tomorrow. blah... she said she was all depressed today.. that sucks. Nothing I can do about it.. It's probably my fault in someway. I can't ever do anything right anywatys.. oh well. I bet she would be happier without me. Maybe I'm just stupid iono.
im tired.
im drunk.
I'm other things I'm not gonna mention for sure. BUT OMFGFGFGFGFG!@#!@!@#!@!@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@!@!#!@#!@!@##!@#!@#!@#$^&*&*(*&^^%%%%%%%%!!!!!!!!
lol sorry, yeah whatever. It's the only way I could express how I was feeling in words.. well not really words.. more like symbols. BUT OMG. Like wtf am i doing seriously? Where am I in my life? I mean come on? On a more realistic level I am so fucking dumb its crazy.
blah im going to bed before i depress myself anymore.. nite...
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