Aug 20, 2005 18:50
Sometimes we meet people in life... some we just sporadically speak or chat with; others are psychos and we run away as fast as we can (hehehe); then you find a few that become great pals; and there are those, ahhhh those special ones, who sweep you up off our feet, pull you gently into their lives, comfort you, and fulfill most or all your needs. Those are the days where life seems so great, when all is right in the world, and nothing can go wrong. It may be(and i think it is - hehehe) a delusional state created by our complex minds with biological chemical inducers, give or take, but nonetheless "sigh" those are definitely good old days hehehe...
Sadly in many cases what seemed like heaven, dose'nt always last forever. Our daily nuances complicate things once the initial warmth has faded, distance is another bitch, but sometimes thats life. Hell - there's always the net right?, but once in a while you try to hopefully make it work, yet your pushed away, ignored, or it becomes one sided, and not even the damn net can come to the rescue. "It takes two to tango" as they say, and if your partner wants out your alone on the dance floor.......
Once in a while i wish i had an undo button and forget all this happened, or tear everything up and spute acid like Alanis in "You oughta Know" hehehe, but then, i guess, life would'nt be worth living. Thats what i been told, and i believe to be true. Ahhh those good old days......i really miss them.