im so stupid
so ive been making pretty stupid decisons lately. you'd think that after spending a week in the hospital for drinking i'd learn, but did i? no. this weekend was by far the wrsot weekend of my life. I was caight balzing up at the mall, the cop called my mom and im now band for a year. I was lucky and my mom didnt ground me.. but that wasnt good enough for me so i went out saterday and got smashed with some buddys. Mom called my cell and when i didnt know where i was and couldnt even talk normally she decided she was coming to get me. got ground for two weeks. oh and i forgot the best part of it all, started hangng out with new people, well guys. Guys who were fun and cool. Next thing i know all these new guys like me and hey i dont got time for a bf anymore.. so i break up with brandon and everythings going swell. Then i begin to realize "heyy i dont want to be with these guys i love and miss brandon" but now he has a gf and i dont know whats going on with me and him anymore :(
brandon -
i love you more then i ever thought it was possible to love someone at 15. i thought i didnt need you and i didnt want you but ive never wanted to be with someone more in my life. i could have my choice of a few guys right now but your the only guy in the world that i acutally want. i broke up with you because all these new guys started liking me and it was by far the stupidest thing ive ever done because none of them make me feel like you do. when im with you i love every second of it. your my everything and i would do anything to call you mine again. knowing that theres this other girl drives me crazzy, i cry myself to sleep every night. ive never missed anyone like this in my life. and im sorry that i fucked up, ive been doing that alot latly, but the only thing that i acutally care about making right again is me and you. i love you more then you'll ever know.
brandon -
i love you more then i ever thought it was possible to love someone at 15. i thought i didnt need you and i didnt want you but ive never wanted to be with someone more in my life. i could have my choice of a few guys right now but your the only guy in the world that i acutally want. i broke up with you because all these new guys started liking me and it was by far the stupidest thing ive ever done because none of them make me feel like you do. when im with you i love every second of it. your my everything and i would do anything to call you mine again. knowing that theres this other girl drives me crazzy, i cry myself to sleep every night. ive never missed anyone like this in my life. and im sorry that i fucked up, ive been doing that alot latly, but the only thing that i acutally care about making right again is me and you. i love you more then you'll ever know.